First off, I’d like to thank everyone for all the birthday love. I am floored by each and every one of you that took time out of your day to message me, create something for me or just didn’t put negativity into my space. I am so grateful for you all, and still working through my askbox, so bear with me!
Now, onto something uglier. I hate using this space for this, and this is the only time I will address this, but I am so disgusted by what I’ve been made privy to that I cannot stay quiet.
There is a person who has made a Discord after being banned from eight others in fandom. They have used that server to bitch about me, my best friend in fandom, the server that we created together, and multiple other members of the HotD fandom. This disgusting group of individuals forgot that my best friend in fandom was part of this server, so she saw their hateful, vile comments.
One of this group in particular has been very publicly bullying and harassing another fandom member.
We have also had another user suggest that I am “abusing” my powers as admin in my server - it’s a space that Em and I have created, it is ours, it’s not public domain and we can decide who is or who is not in our space. This user also dared to suggest that I over sexualise Ewan, which is absolutely not the case. Way to twist my actions to suit your own agenda, I guess. Good on you for feeling you need to stick up for him. He’s not going to fuck you.
That’s all I have to say. I’m tired of people being shitty to each other. This was a devastating blow on my birthday. I am so fucking tired of this. Em, I love you, and I hope your mum had the best birthday ❤️
I hate it here.
I hate that they’ve fucked over your birthday. I hate that they don’t understand how fucked their behaviour is. I hate that I thought these people were my friends and I encouraged you to let them in in the first place. I hate that they felt perfectly okay to make horrible comments about a space designed for ALL people to be comfortable in, not just them. I hate that they kicked off on your birthday. I hate that they’re knowingly friends with people making legit pornographic edits of multiple people on the show and yet find your BEYOND SHITTY (lol I’m sorry but they are) manips to be ‘oversexualising’. I hate that they can’t see the pattern in their behaviour that has gotten them banned from multiple servers. I hate that they feel perfectly comfortable abusing someone who was never anything but polite in conversation. I hate that I had to see these comments about something I made - it’s like someone did an explosive diarrhoea turd all over my classroom or something. I hate that these people spent all this time crawling up my asshole while simultaneously dragging you, as though they didn’t know I’d go fucking nuclear at anyone who’s awful to you. I hate that I was so obviously used for fandom connections. I hate that I was used. I hate that you were treated so awfully. I hate it.
My mum had a great birthday. I’ll be posting my stuff for your birthday soon - and no, Ange is not my mummy, lol. I might call her that, tho……. Lol, no, jokes! But I want to move on from this as quickly as possible. I have a couple thingies up ma sleeve, but they’ve been delayed because my IRL mummy had a birthday and I needed to focus on that cuz she’s a wog and is VERY SCARY when mad, haha.
I love you, Ange. You is my ride or die. Let’s hope these yahoos log off and reevaluate their life, because this was just one GIANT big bully-fest. I hate bullies. Meanwhile, I’ll share my block list with ya!






















